I hate myself

For missing him
And I hate him
For not being here
Right now

Don't Flatter Yourself

Do not deceive yourself
Into thinking that
I am dependent on you
Or your assistance
Or guidance

I have lived my life
My way
I have made decisions
Based on my own experiences

And I have lived through hell
And have made it back to sanity

So do not
For a second
Think that you are my saviour

You are not that important.

Even angels have their wicked schemes

And you take them to new extremes
But you will always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind

What is stopping me

from making that trip to Jakarta?

You Can Say A Lot Of Things

You can deny
You can refute

You can shout and protest
You can cry

You can be hurt
And angered

But the truth remains

I will never really fit into your
Family
I can never really be
A sister
Again

I am truly
Alone

I Guarantee

You will miss me
'Cos you changed
The way you kiss me

-Example-

Kau Ilhamku

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajah mu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan dengan mu
Maafkanlah , andai lagu ini menganggu ruangan hidup mu
Kau senyumlah, sekadar memori kita di arena ini

Kau Ilhamku

-Man Bai-