As I Look Back At 2011, I See...

1. Fireworks and broken promises
2. Singapore in January
3. Fast cars & pretty boys
4. A chat by the pool under the stars
5. A devastating loss; one that changes your soul;
6. Picking up the pieces;
7. Unbearable pain, the type that pain killers can't help anymore;
8. 2 nights at the hospital & 6 months of healing;
9. A mistake from the past, the kind that never left;
10. A kiss in the rain;
11. Learning to feel again;
12. Confessions and closures- for both of us;
13. Self doubt and sacrifices;
14.My law firm;
15. Learning who your real friends are;
16. New home;
17. Om's passing- I guess he couldn't bear to be around anymore;
18. A lesson in humility;
19. The point where you have nothing more to lose; emotionally & spiritually . Then you start building , again.
20. Hurt- the kind that eventually metamorphosizes into numbness.
21. Fremantle at dusk;
22. My hand in his.
23. Losing some friends, gaining new ones.

And hope for a better year ahead.

When she was just a girl
She expected the world

But it flew away from her reach
So she ran away in her sleep

Paradise

Every time she closed her eyes

Tonight My Friend, We Blur The Lines

Seems like I learn
New things about
[Me, You]
Every day

Makes me wonder
If I really do know
Anything about
[You, Me]

It appears as if
Illusion and reality
May not be very different
After all

What happens when you stop feeding a wolf?

It gets more cunning, perversely more patient
And hungrier

Crimson Writ 

This is what happens

When the novelty wears off :

1. Uncomfortable bouts of silence;

2. Once a pleasure, now an obligation;

3. Unspoken words;

4. Meaningless conversation;

5. Detachment;

6. First priority, now the last;

7. Guilt.

I would rather you let go
Don't worry
I will be alright
Eventually.

The heart makes its choices

without weighing
the consequences
It doesn't look ahead
to the lonely nights
that follow

She says
She aches for more
Well
So do I

Kill All my Demons

And my angels may die too

Tennessee Williams in Looking into the Abyss

You know who you are, sexy

Note to Self

Nothing New

Worn out
And Weary

Tired
And Troubled

Sorry
And Slighted

Disturbed
And Defiant

Misread
And Mistaken

Impertinent
And Impudent

That's me.

Goodbye

"Sorry about last night.
Said too much. Blame it on the wine.
Promise it will never happen again
Goodbye"

Set Yourself Free

You belong among the wildflowers
You belong in a boat out at sea
You belong with your love on your arm
You belong somewhere you feel free


-Tom Petty-